THEA

my morning view from bed...now adays I don't have to move to have access to internet, I'll just stay in bed all day

I finally got Thea!
yes, I already namned my iPhone...my new, white, iphone..love love love it!
and I guess this means there will be more blogging here too, with pictures to come with it..perhaps perhaps.
but I'm honestly thinking about changing to Tumblr and start blogging there instead, or maybe just for the Asia-trip, we'll see

Today I've got loads to do...I'm off now for a vintage/flea-market-trip, then back home to prepare food and a rhubarb-cake for tonight! barbeque in my backyard!

xx

LIFE

I'm sorry, it's just so sunny outside these days. I've been waking up in the morning, going straight to gym for some Yoga & i Balance-classes, and then I've been off to the park, laying for hours...reading, looking, enjoying to the fullest...

here's a better picture of a dress I bought some weeks ago at H&M! love it.

WEEK

sorry blog,
i've been neglecting you this last week.
life has been completely busy, and the week has been filled with schoolwork, shopwork, barwork, time for friends...and no time for myself. I've been at home for an hour at a time, never time to rest. I was even so stressed I left my stove on, for 14 hours!! that could've ended badly..

anyway, the week is finished now. not really how I imagined it to finish, but hey, if it happened..it was ment to be! or rather not ment to be...
I'm starting a new, better week tomorrow, with yoga at 9 o 'clock in the morning..

x

MONKI MAKES ME CRAZY

hey guys...
bad, bad blogging lately,
just haven't had time at all
right now there's alot going on in my mind;
work x2, school, love, Walpurgis, Bali, friends and "unfortunately" most of all : shopping

I say unfortunately because it's unfortunate for my economy, though my warderobe is happy (though space-öess)...I don't know what happened, but the last couple of days I've been spending way too much money on stuff & mostly clothes..
though on tuesday I will get 50% back, as we have a staff-shopping-day at work, and most things I bought are from our shop...there are so many nice things instore right now, here are SOME that I got from work, Monki!

TIREDNESS

I.am.Le.tired!

alot!

after working today (which went pretty fast, working with nice girls and lots of customers), I had a nice sit-down and a baked potatoe together with Dominique..I even resisted the blueberry-pie, eventhough I've lately gotten an obsession for blueberries..think I'm gonna bake one during the weekend though..Anna has her birthday on monday and we're probably gonna have a picnic on her livingroomfloor, so a blueberry-pie would work for that

anyway, after that, I had to go fetch my bike which my friend sent to me from my hometown..it landed at the specia-postoffice in an industrial part of the town, where I never want to go back to alone..freezing, changing buses, having no idea where to go, and finally find the postplace, but not the bike....and then I did...then I just had to find my way all the way back home, in the cold, but with the sun shining, and making it quite a nice ride anyway...

I deserve some chocolate now, right?

DESTINATION UNKNOWN

wow, am I good at spending money on food or what?
came back from the supermarket with 2 bags, and 36 euros less..I am ONE person in this household, still I eat for 2!
anyway, my kitchen is stuffed with all kinds of delicious stuff, cause of course they had extra-cheap prices on all that, and of course, I had to buy it.

It's gonna be a quiet Friday for me, but I'm enjoying it. some good food, good tv, and later on maybe painting a bit..working tomorrow, and after that seeing Dominique for some coffee (and waffles I hope, since it's the waffle-day today! LOVE waffles!)
will also try to get to the place where my bicycle has been sent by my friend back in Linköping..it's just that it's reeeally far away from where I live, and oh man...I do need some excercise..

oh also, I kind of already finished my home-exam...it's not supposed to be sent in, until 5th of april so I'm kind of having a frickin' vacation now! was thinking about travelling somewhere next week..london, paris, barcelona..but no, if I'll go somewhere it'll be gothernburg, I have some friends there which I havent seen for long. Also, it's better if I save the money until Bali, and for the summer..cause it's gonna be awesome!

so long!

STRANGE THINGS HAPPEN

today I threw up in the middle of the street infront of the central trainstation. isn't that weird?
I didn't even make a pause in my walking...what a view it must have been..where was my cameraman?

you got me

today I actually did something.
shopping, sending christmas-gifts to friends who are too far away (but not for so much longer)
also worked some hours at the bar,

but still, to tired to write something interesting
right now, this blog must be the most boring one ever. but that's how I feel right now, with the risk of sounding all depressed!

BORED!

At least if I woke up next to somebody,
it wouldn't feel as bad to want to stay in bed all day.
or all life.

The sky is summer-blue & completely cloud free..
and I want to go outside, I want to do something
but it's so boring to just walk around alone,

there is an ice-skating-place in the park, and
you can borrow some skates for free
so one day, me & Johanna will go there,
and bring a thermos with hot chocolate & sandwiches

but today I'm doing the laundry, and that's it.

friday

source: the sartorialist

I woke up today, & decided that this is gonna be a good day, well, a good weekend actually. it's my last week-end of being free both saturday & friday so that I can go out the night before..
we're gonna celebrate that big!..tomorrow - staffchristmas party with a 90's theme..tonight..I don't know yet..got plenty to choose from :)

I'm starting this friday with pancakes & listening to the neighbours fighting.
going into town later on to get some stuff I need, and then what?
anybody up for a coffee?

bisous!

little lion man

yes, not much inspiration, time or will to write lately..
Some people make me sad,
and if you lie to me, you might change my whole life
isn't that strange, how small things can change your whole life?

tonight I'm working at the bar, haven't been there in weeks! but i got the best evenings of the week this week..tonight is afro.jam, and tomorrow blues-jam. i recommend you to come!!

well now, mashed potatoes and mushrooms ! yum

rocks

yesterday was fun I guess.
it's strange how little of a hangove I've got the last 2 weekends, very good! hoping for a third one next weekend after our staff-meeting..

me, dominique & andreas went back to my place after, and on the way we found 2 arm-chair, from like the 60's or something. I wanted them so we brought them bac here..the problem is now that there are no proper seats, and they might be really disgusting..whatever

i'm confused, tired, stressed & not in a really good mood today
so talk to you another time

again & again

working hard today..
went around town to get 2 things. came home with 15?!..
mostly food but also decor things, for example turquoise (of course!) decorationstickers for the tiles in the kitchen & bathroom..
but mostly I bought food/ingredients..felt all christmasy today so I'm now baing saffron-buns (typically swedish for st lucia & christmas..mm!).and I'm planning to bake 2 pies, maybe not both today, but in the near future..one with gorgonzola/broccoli & the other one, my grandmothers famous spinach & mushroom-pie...aaah, I feel like a housewife! I even cleaned a bit today!
photo: sanne ahremark

also, sorry for nagging about the tattoo, but here's the last picture :)

what do you think? (yeah we kind of forgot the nose, but I'll take it whenever I go to re-fill the colors a bit)

birthdays are sad

are birthdays always extremely boring and depressing?
yep, apparantly.



I think my dad even forgot me, even if he doesn't admit it.

all about me

some days ago, after reading jennifers blog, I wanted this simple diary for christmas
been looking on amazon, and found other books in the same series..

If: questions for the game of life
All about me

books that will make you get to know yourself, youar partner and your friends, filled with loads of tricky and interesting questions..

wanna have!

acompany me

had to go home from school today,
couldn't keep my eyes open, and I felt really ill, like I was gonna be sick
so I slept all afternoon, and now it just 5 P.M but it feels like midnight, when by the way, I will have my birthday!

I'd like some company
I have wine & crackers?

24 hours

The last 24 hours have been great
yesterday evening started with Sanne A coming over, with a bottle of wine for me, and gingerbread, crackers, 3 kinds of cheese & chocolate... after a while came Sanne S & Anna, and we had a pleasant evening with loads of beer & music..

went to Inkonst to listen to some AWESOME dubstep. it was frickin' the best EVER! Mensah from england & Slin from estonia..really, really good..
then me & Sanne A met up with Dominique & Robin, and we went back to my place for some party until we fell asleep in my bed and on the floor sometime around 7 a.m.

this "morning" we had american pancakes & oranges for breakfast...then back to bed for a couple of hours.. Mathilda came over for some nice chill & talk and she brought a gift for me a super-soft cosy bath-robe!!!! craziness! I was just thinking about it yesterday, that I wanted one..
so what I'm doing now is putting my tired body in a bubble-bath with incense, music, candles & christmas soda. then I'm gonna cook some nice saffron pasta, and after that watch the other half of "eat, pray, love"

wicked evening!!

THE APARTMENT

me & my amazing pillow!

had a seminare this morning, of courseI overslept..well, I didn't even oversleep, I just put the alarm one hour too late..but I managed to come after half of it, so atleast that's fine.
then this afternoon I've been walking around to different shops, supermarkets & thrift-stores looking for furniture, didn't find any. though bought a cheap (and probably shitty) vacuum-cleaner...and other things..like food.mmm..gonna make a cauliflower-soup tonight..with coconut-milk!!
oh, also got some baby-clothes for my spanish friend who is pregnant!! there were sooo many cute clothes..almost got some myself..well..for the future..


anyway, my camera doesn't work but I took some pictures with the webcam, just to show you a bit how it looks..at the moment I don't have alot of furniture, so it's quite empty, but I'm getting there!

chocolate makes me happy

I'm feeling a bit sad.
sometimes you have those days when everything goes wrong..
like when you go to ikea and buy 6 new glasses, but when you're home only 2 are whole.
and you buy some boxes but when you come home you realize they are the wrong size (but atcually it turned out I needed them anyway)....things like that.

then I realized I bought a cake-thing today, so I can bake cakes!
chocolate-cake coming up NOW!

hunger

wow I have a male reader!!
(probably several..actually I now some others..but they are just to much of a chicken to admit it)
atleast I'm not writing in english for nothing then. (sorry for all the girly posts about dresses..hmm)

anyway, I'm soooo hungry!! just haven't been bothered to cook something, been busy packing my stuff..I have ONE box to put things in haha..but I'm creative, so bags, suits, baskets & plastic bags will work aswell..
only the clothes to go...oh those clothes, too many clothes!
what should I do with them? I have such a hard time separating from them..should I give them away to friends? to charity? or should I sell them? here? on Tradera (swedish eBay) ? or on eBay?

all these questions huh? it's enough with all the questions and analysises (?) I have to do for school!

but whatever..food..now