shopping deluxe

my god,
my head. is so heavy

I've been woring today & yesterday when the sales started.
people are crazy! there's clothes EVERYWHERE in the shop..like..every..where..and it's so tiring..

I went around the city for a while after I finished, and came home with 4 big bags..
I got myself a bomber jacket, a pair of heeled boots (finally!! got them in brown though), a t-shirt and a shelf..a pink one!
yep, quite satisfied..now I just need to get the camera I've been looking at for ages..but not until after I've been at IKEA tomorrow..need to get ahuuuge shelf, which I'll have like a "wall" that will go between the "living-room" and the bed..
also I'll get some pink chairs for the kitchen (trying to mix all the turquoise colors) and a matress for the bed.

christmas-tree

I love myself sometimes.
Like when I find really nice things, and get them. for free!
like my two arm-chairs..or...my new christmas-tree!!!
well..it's not really a tree, but some branches..

I went across a square an hour ago, and saw that the christmas-tree's were still there.. I thought they took them somewhere at night, so that nobody would take them, but hey, I was wrong.. there they were, loads of nice christmas-trees, waiting for a home..unfortunately I couldn't bring a whole one myself, but I got some branches. and now it really smells nice at home

need to get some decoration and lights tomorrow!
it has got some christmas-gifts underneath tough...:)

me by Richard Jacob

well. still don't have that much of an inspiration to keep me writing. but just wanted to show you some pics from tonights photoshoot.

all photos are taken by Richard Jacob

lack of inspiration

actually...I think I'm gonna stop blogging for a while..
atleast until I get my inspiration back,

but for now..it's not here

you got me

today I actually did something.
shopping, sending christmas-gifts to friends who are too far away (but not for so much longer)
also worked some hours at the bar,

but still, to tired to write something interesting
right now, this blog must be the most boring one ever. but that's how I feel right now, with the risk of sounding all depressed!

BORED!

At least if I woke up next to somebody,
it wouldn't feel as bad to want to stay in bed all day.
or all life.

The sky is summer-blue & completely cloud free..
and I want to go outside, I want to do something
but it's so boring to just walk around alone,

there is an ice-skating-place in the park, and
you can borrow some skates for free
so one day, me & Johanna will go there,
and bring a thermos with hot chocolate & sandwiches

but today I'm doing the laundry, and that's it.

90210

my head tells me yesterday was a good night.
staff-party started with christmas-wine & games in the park..we were spinning ALOT and I couldn't walk staright and fell right on a pipe..mmh!
then dinner, free alcohol and really good music (90's) at "P Besök", a reeeeally cozy little bar, quite close to where I live. have to go back there some time!

everybody were soo nice in their beverly hills-outfits, and I can't believe people actually wore those clothes back then..well, there are so many different styles form the 90's..love the grunge..

later some of us went to Debaser (3rd time fo me this week..embarassing), where I spent practically half of all my money I have to live from this month..
then we went to Linus place for some after-party,listening to good music, and I fell asleep on the couch haha...
came back home at 5, and woke up at 16 o' clock today! just had my breakfast..now what?
I want to do something!!

yesterday

wow, yesterday could have been great.
Debaser was full of people I wanted to hang with, and talk with..
but no no, I ended up on the toilet-floor, with johanna taking care of me!
haha what a fail, I didn't even drink alot yesterday!

but tonight it's on again! staff-party :)

rebecca & fiona

I've been waiting for this!!
Rebecca & Fiona are coming to Malmö!!!
the coolest female dj-duo !! woah...freeeesh!

next saturday! be there!

friday

source: the sartorialist

I woke up today, & decided that this is gonna be a good day, well, a good weekend actually. it's my last week-end of being free both saturday & friday so that I can go out the night before..
we're gonna celebrate that big!..tomorrow - staffchristmas party with a 90's theme..tonight..I don't know yet..got plenty to choose from :)

I'm starting this friday with pancakes & listening to the neighbours fighting.
going into town later on to get some stuff I need, and then what?
anybody up for a coffee?

bisous!

little lion man

yes, not much inspiration, time or will to write lately..
Some people make me sad,
and if you lie to me, you might change my whole life
isn't that strange, how small things can change your whole life?

tonight I'm working at the bar, haven't been there in weeks! but i got the best evenings of the week this week..tonight is afro.jam, and tomorrow blues-jam. i recommend you to come!!

well now, mashed potatoes and mushrooms ! yum

lovers, friends & soldiers

yesterday was phat.
(yeah I'm in my hiphop-mood, wearing my hiphop outfit yesterday & right now listening to Bow Wow & Snoop...it's all good)

anyway, I think this day could turn out fine aswell.
woke up quite early to meet up with my friends, we're doing a project for school, so we went to a nice café to chill & write some stuff..
took a stroll around the city, went to bolagret, and found soo many things I want to have in the appartment!!

like this one:

mathilda has a pink one in her kitchen & i wanted to get one myself. I was hoping that there weren't any in turquoise, so I wouldn't have to choose..I thought I'd try to ignore my turquoise-obsession and try to put some pink stuff in the kitchen aswell (like the pink chair from ikea..want them!)...
but of course they also had this trolley in turquoise. now what?! maybe i could get a turquoise for the bathroom ( cause that's still all-turquoise) but I'm not sure it fits in there cause the bathroom is tiny..

this evening I'm going to Anna for some nice dinner, she's the queen of cooking!
Think I'll bring some edamame-beans (delicious!) & apple/cinnamon-wine

adieu!

BALLY

dear you,
sorry for not writing so much, but the last days have just been feeling heavy and grey..I'd like to fast forward my life a little bit..like 3 years or so?

anyway, tonight's the last time of this semesters Doc Lounge (the film club where I'm working)..there will be good bands, good movie, and alot of alcohol! party!
well I don't know if I'll stay too long, not really in the mood..

something I've been thinking about lately..
well, I realized I all of a sudden wanted a pair of BALLY/curling-shoes for the winter..
My mom have always had them when I was younger, and I always hated them, and thought they were ugly..what changed? is it really the fact that it's becoming popular and alot of people are wearing them now..how strange is that..I always thought of myself as somebody who wasn't that affected by fashion, but obviously we are , all of us.

I remember when I was 13 and my mom told me that soon it'd be popular wearing high-wasted jeans with skinny legs. I said I'd never ever wear that, if what she was saying was even true..I doubted it..
but here we are, probably only 1 year later I was wearing those jeans, and I still am, today.

PICTURES FROM YESTERDAY

pictures from the birthday-kid's camera

rocks

yesterday was fun I guess.
it's strange how little of a hangove I've got the last 2 weekends, very good! hoping for a third one next weekend after our staff-meeting..

me, dominique & andreas went back to my place after, and on the way we found 2 arm-chair, from like the 60's or something. I wanted them so we brought them bac here..the problem is now that there are no proper seats, and they might be really disgusting..whatever

i'm confused, tired, stressed & not in a really good mood today
so talk to you another time

part on!

don't have alot of time..
party tonight!

but here's a song I started liking, though I NEVER EVER thought I'd be one of those swedes who actually listens to Ted Gärdestad...I really like this song though!

DRESS ME!

mm, pretty full & pretty pleased..
got treated to a very nice chinese-restaurant! thanks thanks

stopped by H&M when I was waiting for my friend. saw 2 dresses & thought It'd be fun to try them out while waiting. jeez!! I fell in love..they were both full-length dresses, classical cuts, and so so beautiful!! like, gala-beautiful!
when would I ever wear them?!

but maybe, maybe, I'll get a chance to use them..I'm discussing it right now with somebody, and I'll let you know when it's for sure..exciting!

unfortunately I only found a picture of one of the dresses..it looks quite boring on picture, but in real life it was amazing! later I saw they also had it in creme-beige..can't decide which one is better!

and there was also this red, silk dress..usually I don't wear red but the cut was so beautiful!..as soon as I find it on H&M's website I'll show you that one too!!

wu-tang clan

don't understand how the fuck I had no clue that Wu-tang Clan played at way out west festival last august?!
argh!

guess I didn't check the line-up at all, but if it's one festival I'll attend next years it's way out west, or fiber fib!...if I'm not on jamaica or somewhere else at that time

wallpaper!

check out this wallpaper!!! madness!
I saw it the other day, but as I remember it, the print was bigger..
anyway, would like some cool wallpaper on the wall behind my bed

from boråstapeter

I'M A VAGABOND

so...finished the saffron-buns (huge, fluffy & delicious), and one of the pies (have to have another piece..soon)..
finished studying, the seminare tomorrow will just be as it will. usually it goes well..

It would've been so nice if somebody was here to share the pies & buns with me.
and played some games, I love games! but why doesn't ANYBODY else like it? seriously..never met anybody who likes to play games...
look, found this one at Lagerhaus today. it's produced by my favourite travel-magazine VAGABOND, and it's a traveling-game..i want!!

again & again

working hard today..
went around town to get 2 things. came home with 15?!..
mostly food but also decor things, for example turquoise (of course!) decorationstickers for the tiles in the kitchen & bathroom..
but mostly I bought food/ingredients..felt all christmasy today so I'm now baing saffron-buns (typically swedish for st lucia & christmas..mm!).and I'm planning to bake 2 pies, maybe not both today, but in the near future..one with gorgonzola/broccoli & the other one, my grandmothers famous spinach & mushroom-pie...aaah, I feel like a housewife! I even cleaned a bit today!
photo: sanne ahremark

also, sorry for nagging about the tattoo, but here's the last picture :)

what do you think? (yeah we kind of forgot the nose, but I'll take it whenever I go to re-fill the colors a bit)

babushka

photo: jennifer

yet another picture, from wonderful jennifer, who came to visit me yesterday in the tattoo-studio..it was SO helpful to have people to talk to, instead of concentrating on the pain..

visit her blog for more

OnePiece

eh, I want! NOW!
from OnePiece

the new tattoo

well, until I've gotten the better photos,
here's a sneakpeak.

back to the 90's!

american apparel

hey people, i seriously want your help now, I know you're not that fond of commenting, but give it a try now...cause I need some inspiration on what to wear to the 90's-christmas party I'm going to with Beverly hills theme. I'm gonna check some of their pics, but they'r emostly wearing summer-clothes, and I want something christmasy, but definately 90's!

right now the plan is velvet dress, but also velvet leggins and that might be a bit too much..but wasn't the 90's just too much?

send me some pics, links, videos or whatever!

BIRDFUL EYES

places I'd like to go exactly, right now:

Australia, because it's like here, but warm..
Bali, because it's warm, they have nice food & I want to surf
New York, because I want to be in an eclectic bar..not so warm though

listen to the song by taxi taxi! it's beautiful

1 year

1 year ago, since I went back to Taizé..
1 year ago since I met one of the most important persons in my life, Rosa..
we both were kind of annoyed at eachother at first (well apparantly I was arrogant & she was boring)...little did we know that we'd become best friends..best best bestest!

today I made my tattoo dedicated to my grandmother, but it also has alot of Rosa in it since she's the one that drew it!
I'll try to get some pictures, and I'll show you later on!

<3

birthdays are sad

are birthdays always extremely boring and depressing?
yep, apparantly.



I think my dad even forgot me, even if he doesn't admit it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

yep. 21
now I can legally drink in the USA
don't need to get older than this, thankyou!

all about me

some days ago, after reading jennifers blog, I wanted this simple diary for christmas
been looking on amazon, and found other books in the same series..

If: questions for the game of life
All about me

books that will make you get to know yourself, youar partner and your friends, filled with loads of tricky and interesting questions..

wanna have!

acompany me

had to go home from school today,
couldn't keep my eyes open, and I felt really ill, like I was gonna be sick
so I slept all afternoon, and now it just 5 P.M but it feels like midnight, when by the way, I will have my birthday!

I'd like some company
I have wine & crackers?

24 hours

The last 24 hours have been great
yesterday evening started with Sanne A coming over, with a bottle of wine for me, and gingerbread, crackers, 3 kinds of cheese & chocolate... after a while came Sanne S & Anna, and we had a pleasant evening with loads of beer & music..

went to Inkonst to listen to some AWESOME dubstep. it was frickin' the best EVER! Mensah from england & Slin from estonia..really, really good..
then me & Sanne A met up with Dominique & Robin, and we went back to my place for some party until we fell asleep in my bed and on the floor sometime around 7 a.m.

this "morning" we had american pancakes & oranges for breakfast...then back to bed for a couple of hours.. Mathilda came over for some nice chill & talk and she brought a gift for me a super-soft cosy bath-robe!!!! craziness! I was just thinking about it yesterday, that I wanted one..
so what I'm doing now is putting my tired body in a bubble-bath with incense, music, candles & christmas soda. then I'm gonna cook some nice saffron pasta, and after that watch the other half of "eat, pray, love"

wicked evening!!

birthdays

November 27th and it's Amandas b-day.
2 years ago we sat in our apartment in barcelona, partying with friends..good ol' times..
tuesday is my b-day, so i'm celebrating a bit tonight, with friends, beer, and dubstep @ inkonst club!!

congratulations amanda!

eat, love, pray

wtched half of Eat, love, pray yesterday.
wanted to read the book since last summer, but never took the time to do it.
so I watched the movie, and unfortunately, I guess now, reading the book will not happen. in a while at least.
longing to see the other half, was just too tired to concentrate last night.

it makes me wanna travel again. cause thats me, it's such a big part of me.
but I will.

and eat
and love.

eat, pray, love - thats all. that's really all we need.

the selby

life. the selby

spotify

I've made a spotify-list that I listen to every day, mostly when I need to clean or sort things out in the new appartment.
it's perfect for evenings home alone, perfect to wake up to, or fall asleep to..
It will always remember me of these days, so I even named it after my adress,

Uppsalagatan 23 (click)

turquoise

check this out
I need a water-boiler (is it really called that in english..hmm)
anyway, I was close to buying one today, a black one..thought it's easy to keep everything black, with the toaster and other household-machines that I'll get..but then I saw this one now..
I mean yeah it's really ugly, it's quite small. but it's cheap..and..its turquoise!!! like everything else in my apartment...hahah..i don't know..if I get this I might have to buy everything else in turquoise aswell? but that might be hard to find...

THE APARTMENT

me & my amazing pillow!

had a seminare this morning, of courseI overslept..well, I didn't even oversleep, I just put the alarm one hour too late..but I managed to come after half of it, so atleast that's fine.
then this afternoon I've been walking around to different shops, supermarkets & thrift-stores looking for furniture, didn't find any. though bought a cheap (and probably shitty) vacuum-cleaner...and other things..like food.mmm..gonna make a cauliflower-soup tonight..with coconut-milk!!
oh, also got some baby-clothes for my spanish friend who is pregnant!! there were sooo many cute clothes..almost got some myself..well..for the future..


anyway, my camera doesn't work but I took some pictures with the webcam, just to show you a bit how it looks..at the moment I don't have alot of furniture, so it's quite empty, but I'm getting there!

siple diary

I found this simple diary at Jennifer..
never heard of it before, but now I'm wishing for one MASSIVELY!

for me, who lovs to read my old diaries, but always too tired to write something new..this is perfect..

here or here

chocolate makes me happy

I'm feeling a bit sad.
sometimes you have those days when everything goes wrong..
like when you go to ikea and buy 6 new glasses, but when you're home only 2 are whole.
and you buy some boxes but when you come home you realize they are the wrong size (but atcually it turned out I needed them anyway)....things like that.

then I realized I bought a cake-thing today, so I can bake cakes!
chocolate-cake coming up NOW!

birthday kid

should clean up here a little bit if I'm gonna have friends over on saturday evening. don't know how it'll be now though, since nobody seemed to have finish the exam and now they're all saying they can't go out on saturday..that's what I said 3 weeks ago and they all said they would!! Oh such a pity, wanted to celebrate my b-day BIG time, you only turn 21 once..

turquoise

today I'm a little bit of everything
hungry, sad, happy, poor, rich

went to IKEA to buy some things I need..which are still alot, but the list is getting smaller..
wow, I now have like 6 bags from IKEA at home..craziness!! well only 2 from this time..I really really really really really really really love the corner in the end where they put everything with reduced-prices..sometimes it's shitty, but you always find something. today it was paradise!! There were several of those beautiful blue patterned blankets I love. so I bought one, cause I already had one at home..and then some curtains I've been wanting but they were waaay to expensive...they were still kind of expensive, so i tried to make it look like there was only 1, but the cashier got me in the end..too bad haha

anyway, tried to count how many days are left until my next salary/students-loan...realized I got it today soooo..one month to go..yey

also. why is EVERYTHING I buy turquoise?! my faovourite color is aqua not turquoise, i HATE turquoise?!? whatever.

finally at home

tired. really tired,
in my arms, in my mind...
but happy now spending the first night of many,
in my new appartment. at home.
there are so many things I need to do, like put my clothes in the wardrobe, but how boring isn't that?!

and I even managed to drive that huge truck today, though it's snowing outside..hopefully we managed without any scratches on the car, cause then I'll have to pay 500 euros á scratch..yey..

but there are still so many things i'd like to get for the appartment..like my sofas from home..OR, my big, soft, dream couch that was GIVEN AWAY here in Malmö! why didn't I see it before we had the car today?!?!?! oh my..it was all big and chunky and perfect to sleep infront of the tv in..
the ones I've got at home are nice but either too small or too uncomfortable (though really nice in retrodesign)

gonna eat my leftover pizza..put some stuff in the shelf I managed to put together eventhough screws were missing and whatnot.

it's too dark now, but maybe tomorrow I can show you some pics from the webcam if you'd like? well you don't have a choice

sweet dreams